HOMESICKNESS FOR THE STARS 

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If we can´t deal with the world as it is
and with people as they are,
you call it "disease",
but those, who feel comfortable
and don't long for change
are "normal"?

I don't feel at home on earth. I am a quiet child, observing people and because of their behaviour I withdraw more and more from them. Loneliness is my greatest teacher, from a very early age on I ask so many questions of the universe. Through an incredible miracle I suddenly experience for the first time the power of my heart and the universe begins to responding me.

How much I love the rain, as if the whole world cries with me, and I don't feel so alone anymore. I wait for something that comes from the rain in my direction and picks me up from this place, because I have the feeling that I don't belong here, but was only forgotten. Why am I and not someone else? Why am I here? What is my task? What am I waiting for? It seems as if my tears are singing melancholic songs in harmony with the drops of rain and I turn away from the window, because the sadness of the rain makes everything much worse. But now I clearly feel that something is coming into my direction behind me...

Miracles are happening all around us. Unfortunately, not everyone can see this, because you can only see them with your heart and many people keep their hearts closed, as I do. The fear of further disappointment does not allow our hearts to be free. We try to protect it by building walls around it, but in reality it is like a prison. The sadness of our hearts affects our lives and we always have the feeling that something is missing.

Readers Reviews:

I just read the first few pages of the book ... and crying ... I must simply just write to you how blown away I am.
It's crazy how much love, understanding and security can apparently pack into words and sharing. I am so grateful. I do not know when or if I even was so grateful to someone.
In your words There's so much comfort, so much so much love and acceptance

I've read your book all night until now and at the beginning I was confused and was wondering whether it is right for me, I became increasingly interested until I ate it one line. Wow .. I had a really great start to the day because of you / your book.
Phew, in any case, I'm still overwhelmed by all the information in your book and I'll forget my questions I wanted to ask you in any case, even I will read it a thousand times more. The book was so great!

Once again I am sitting at the breakfast, and read in your wonderful book and I want to thank you from my heart. Your book has helped my daughter very much to understand many things and to allow them and it helps your to get out of her depression, andat least now she believes me all the wonderful things I always tell to her and show. Thanks to you because of you she finallytrust to her heart and she know that she is not "crazy". When I read in your book, I always have this feeling that you're sittingnext to me and tell me my own story, as I was reading my diary and that of my children. Your love is so intense to feel that Ioften get totally swollen from crying with happiness and love and forget the time around me and finally it really feels like to be "at home"

After I read your wonderful book and it comes across on almost every page on a parallel I can not suppress the feeling to be a crystal child.
It would explain many things, especially in this times in the nights where I scoured myself for answers and everytime feel this infinite energy, sudddenly that came out of me which you aptly describe as love. But even though I always felt this infinite love and I never knew where it came from or what I should do with them. Until a few days there speak to me a very familiar voicewith power and told me what I had to do. At least all this leads me to read your book. unfortunately my heart is very closed because of my experiences. Still, I can feel it getting stronger every day, Fight itself out of his way, out of the darkness. I willnow help it. I would really like to learn, for example, to understand the heart language of my environment much better anddeepen my relationship with nature. I am so excited I do not know where to begin to ask. =)

Your book is wonderful! I cried the whole time because I could feel your great love everywhere! Thanks to you I could finallyopen my heart again, I am infinitely soo grateful to you! I would love to print your book and have it with me all the time to read it again at any time, to feel your strength and love everywhere!

This is absolutley the best I've ever read. It has really shown me "the way back home," I've been looking for. My whole life Ihave felt misunderstood and lonely until I "was conducted" on your page and then read your book. My migraines and depressionwere suddenly blown away and I started the next day with a smile. You did something that nobody else has ever managed before. Not a psychologist, not a doctor, not a friend .. You healed me and showed me how important it is to follow my heart andwhistles on the opinions of others. You showed me what life has to offer and what really counts! You did it with touching me with your words as no one before in my whole life! Thanks to you I am now a new person. I do not know how I could ever repay it, Ithink I could never give you what you have given me!

I must necessarily tell you how wonderful your book is! I sat up all night on it and could not stop reading. It is incredible that aperson of your age can bring such deep, touching and wise texts which also can cause so much in oneself. I could really feelevery moment of everything as if I would even enjoy your stories straight. I had to cry, laugh, but almost always both! Thanks to your book, now I see the world with different eyes and I finally found myself.
I thank you with all my heart! 

There is more than one way

which leads to life after life

there is more than one way of love

there is more than that one way

to find the other half of yourself

in another human